That journal of mine is quite old already, so I decided to write something, just anything to give a signal, that I'm still living and my page actually is still active.
Sadly enough it's already been 2 months since I uploaded my last finished deviation (talking about the drawing part here, not the latest cosplay picture), which was a mere charactersheet.
Currently I'm involved in two fan projects, one drawing gijinka of all Pokémon that ever existed (Entei is my part) and the other would be a picture of Final Fantasy IX Shiva, for the Eidolon project, but only half completed sketches of both, not knowing when I'll be able to finish them properly. Entei's sketch is finished to 90%, leg-armour missing still and is then ready for digital processing. Shiva's sketch was done completely, but I'll have to overwork her pose, as it's too static by far, looking at it.
I don't know if it's one of those artblocks again coming my way, but I realised my drawing activity to have decreased to 0 since my last picture. The last time I drew a decent picture was probably my Tidus fanart in the beginning of March (traditional) and the Tengu-collab in december last year.
Somehow it's sad to see, that I cannot seem to get myself to drawing. I'd like to I guess, but I have no idea what to start on and if I start on something I only end up depressed because of not liking the outcome of my sketches even. This is kind of frustrating.
Well, I don't really know what else to write, but I felt I had to shortly describe my situation
I hope it's not too much whining around.
So then, nothing but to wait till something comes my way?